Morrígan
By Lisa Hollenbach
I once loved a man whose name meant bird
or battle cry. I came to him in my raiment
of feather-hood and spear, clipped and glanced,
all clever-mawed,
but he had three minds about him
and of these I tracked the second,
whose gilt tongue and shield
keyed shut a door of secrecy in me
agape for the months of bitten
touch and woven dark
I had come to call my own.
In his warring house
I lived like a snake under the floorboards
or an eel in the rush
and narrowed him like an arrow
in every quaking corridor.
The final days of our argument
collided on a hill-quartered landscape
I named Valley of the Hoof-Trampling,
where I countered his wandering glint
until the sun drew the spreading night
into relief. We slept on a mat
of crow and wolf claw and rose
to continue our opposing.
He let go a stone.
The moment leapt up my throat
like a salmon in the crevices of the sea
who mouths the wave in its jaw
and the moon in its desperate swim-spasm
until his dog-ache
hurtled into me
in the elegant dissembling
of bone and sinew, the detachment
of the mind’s eye.